So what is wrong with you people??

I just heard some 'gossip' from one of Brandon and I's closest friends. The bad things about this 'gossip' is that one it involves me & Kiah and two it involves me 'supposably' breaking the law. The worst part of it all is that the 'gossip' was heard out of a cops mouth. So here I am knowing that everyone in this small town of Beggs is talking about these things that have been said. I am not going to disclose any information regarding what exactly was said due to the circumstances but I will let you know that it does not make me look very good in the least bit..... If people believe what is being said then they probably think the following: I am not a good mom, I neglect my precious baby girl, i am a drug addict lol (i dont do drugs. END OF STORY), and just pretty much a good person. Worst of all, people talk about everyone in this town and I dont want people always thinking about these things whenever they see me around or whatever you know?? Everyone would probably lose respect for me, for sure.

But here I am upset. The good thing about it all is that I am 100% innocent and could do anything anyone wanted me to do in order to prove my innocence :p I know its not true it just bothers me so much because what was said involves my little Kiah and that really really pisses me the fu*k off and I mean that!! I just wonder who in the hell would give the authorities that damn idea?! it is so off the wall that its insane. And the shittiest thing about it all is that it had to be someone me and my hubby know personally; I know this by what was said. I have a few people in mind and they must be snitches (not as in snitching on me because I am innocent). im talking about people who are in trouble with the law, anyways they will tell on someone in hopes of lessoning their sentence. It just ooooh I am so mad!! now i have this bad feeling about everyone that comes around cause I know it had to be one of them; you just can't really trust fu*kin g noone these days I swear.

So I will keep everyone updated, and to those of you who I am REALLY close to, just ask me and I will tell you what exactly was said. I could use REAL advice, you know advice from the few that will know all of the details about all that is going on. Just please pray for the person who has said these horrible things about me, pray that God will come into their lives and give them some more 'sense', they will need it if indeed they plan on making it out alive.

yeah I'm a pipeliners wife.......

Brandon will be going back to work real soon, it should be kicking off anytime next month. This is a good thing for us because we will finally have money again and be able to catch up on some things and get ahead. With all these great things are not so great ways to look at the situation, which is something I always find myself doing. I am going to miss him so so so much! and I know Kiah is going to miss him too, it just sorta breaks my heart, and the fact that Kiah is just now getting used to him being around all of the time. I am just afraid that she will totally forget his face and when he gets back her not recognize him. I think I'm so worried about missing him so much because I have been around him 24/7 going on 4 months now, therefore I am just used to him being right beside me!

Also I never know when he will be back which sucks. I don't like sleeping alone and I always make my sister sleep over at my house when hes gone. I used to go on all of the jobs with him but since I had kiah its just better for me to keep her here at home with me until she gets just a wee bit older. But we discussed it and decided that we need to travel together before kiah gets into kindergarten, because we want her to have the same school. Anyways I have done this many times before and I will be alright. I just feel a little sad for Brandon because I know he told me that he is " really going to miss Kiah and doesn't want to leave her, and that its going to be really hard on him." theres more good then bad in this situation i guess, I love my family! Thank you baby for being such a husband and father.

mmm.....Valentines Day, now show me how much you love me!

So we all know that valentines day is coming up....well I still haven't figured out what exactly it is that I want. When your married thats when you get the best valentines gifts. I told Brandon that since I HAVE to be his valentine lol then he had better be a good one, this will be our first valentines together; the last 2 times he was out of state working. Also it will be Kiah's first one also, and daddy is her valentine too ;p We are going to get her something nice for the holiday but aren't sure what yet. Some things I have thought up in my head that I want are the following: new pair of earrings either ruby or sapphire, my wedding band that I still don't have (if I don't get it then I will insist on getting it w/tax return) theres one I found and it was only 800 and that was at clearance price, I knew i should have just got it then but brandon wasn't working then and I didn't want to chance it although he really really wanted me to just get it then!! So I am definitely getting jewelry no matter what! I would actually probably prefer a new ring, like a heart shaped ruby or something of that nature would be pretty nice. I have never been the kind of girl that wore jewelry until I met brandon.

Just a little background info ;p: I had met Brandon a few years ago and it was only a month or so before my 21st birthday. After he had fallen in love with me and stayed at my house that two weeks after we had JUST met, sadly he had to return to the pipeline which was in Texas at the time. My birthday was a month away at this point. We talked on the phone CONSTANTLY even when he was busy at work, anyways he would ask to talk to my mom just about every time and she would tell me "I can't believe how great of a guy you have found", and stuff like that. He told me that he had gotten me my birthday present already but that he was not done yet. My mom told me that it was very very expensive so I thought it would be a computer or something cause those are expensive. Anyways Brandon and i were just really really missing eachother, (I mean we had just fell in love w eachother and here we were in different states!!) So he bought me a bus ticket lol and I rode the Greyhound all the way to Texas where he was working of course, 13 hour freaking trip with total strangers, although I didn't care at all cause I really loved this awesome man already and knew that I couldn't live without him!! He picked me up from the bus stop ( I had never been so excited to be with someone in my whole entire life) and we went back to his hotel room which he had cleaned up for me,(thinking back on these times only makes me fall in love with my hubby all over again!!)and of course he was so excited to give me my gifts that he insisted I open them a few weeks early. I opened the first box and it was a promise ring, to my surprise there was a second box and in it was a diamond necklace. So here i am in Texas with a guy I just met and he has bought me both a diamond ring and necklace for my birthday!!!!?? there was a third box! in this one was my favorite, a set of diamond earrings!! he spent well over 1,000 bucks on me, I felt so special at this moment and I just knew that this man hugging me right now HAD TO BE MINE FOREVER, AND I WASNT GOING TO LET ANY OTHER GIRL HAVE THE CHANCE TO REALIZE HOW WONDERFUL AND AMAZING HE WAS AND STILL IS TODAY. To this day I still wonder how it is that I got to marry Brandon, I don't know how another girl before me hadn't already snatched him up!

I really do feel like the luckiest girl alive everytime I wake up next to my night and shining armor. My baby is sweet, caring, understanding, he opens my doors for me, hes a fantastic father to our daughter, he tells me im most beautiful when I wake up in the morning, he always sticks up for me when people treat me wrong, a great listener, and he has saved me from beating myself up so much. He has made me more confident, strong, and happier then I ever dreamt I could be!!!

Kiss the cook, there is nothing I enjoy more than cooking something new for my family!

My two favorite hobbies are scrapbooking, and cooking. I will have to say that COOKING I enjoy cooking the most although scrapbooking is not too far behind....

Anyone and everyone that I have ever cooked for has always said that it was the best they have ever had. Whether it be my mashed potatoes, fried pork chops, homemade chicken fettuccine alfredo, or famous chicken lasagna, all I ever get our compliments. I especially feel good when an older person likes my cooking and says its the best because they have had alot of experience with food already. Its just an honor to me. I like looking up new recipes every morning and then serving them that night to my family (they are my little guinea pigs). I haven't gotten any complaints ever about my cooking except for maybe I put a little too much salt in my goulash once and my brother complained. My husband always tells me how lucky he is that he has a wife who loves to cook and one who is so awesome at it!

It was funny the first time that I ever cooked for my husband Brandon because he didn't take me as the type that knew how to cook, and plus my age. I told him that i was going to make him some 'Chicken Fettuccine Alfredo', he waited ever so patiently and when I finally brought him a plate he said this is great! the best I have ever had before! He asked me why it took so long and he was surprised to hear that I had made it all on my own. I had mixed my heavy whipping cream, fresh grated parmesean cheese, 1 cup parsley and 1 cup oregano, topped with light sprinkle of Nutmeg. He thought I was going to use the canned sauce already made; I guess that was what he was used to. Anyways I just wanted to share that little story with all of you. I have never made something that I didn't like either. Alot of times you hear people saying how they don't like their own cooking but I must say that mine is da bomb lol!!

I will be posting my very own recipes and hope to publish a book one day.......

My baby girl will be 1 year old in just a matter of 3 months....

WOW!! kids really do grow up so fast! It seems like just yesterday that I was bringing Kiah home from the hospital! Now she is talking to me and daddy, standing up in her crib and looking at us over the top of it, She is already eating stage 3 foods and won't let me eat at all without practically begging for a bite! she's definately got her own little personality along with that attitude of course! She will cough to get attention; she knows that brandon and I will run over to her and ask her if shes okay or not. She will use this coughing to her advantage, believe me! When she knows I'm laying her down for a nap she will cough hysterically for fear that I am trying to put her to sleep. She is just the cutest thing ever! and she seemingly gets more adorable as the days pass. I am blessed to be able to stay at home with her especially being as young as I am. The hubby makes good money, and she gets whatever she needs and everything she wants from now on and forever! I would hate to have to drop her off at a daycare all day cause I would miss out on way too much! I would much rather just hang out with her all day, its the job everyone only dreams of.

Once she turns about 4 or 5, I am going to go back to college and get a degree. I am not sure what I want to be yet but I have many ideas in mind. ( I will post those ideas on a later post). So all you parents out there make sure to cherish every single moment with your little one(s), believe me if you don't you will miss out on so so much. God Bless you and your little ones!

To save, or to spend?

So if you read a previous blog then you already know that me and my husband are counting on our tax money to be here in 8 days now. I can't wait! Our total that we are getting back is around 10,500. last night we wrote down everthing that we HAVE to pay off with the money and that leaves us with 5,000 to spend on whatever we want. Well we have decided to put 2,000 into our savings account; we figured since Brandon is going to work in march then that will automatically no doubt be 2,000 that we can save since he clears more than that on a working week. It has also been brought to my attention by 2 people on my myspace that I have an issue with telling people and bragging to them how much money that I have. So I thought that it would be a good idea to clear this up with those of you who will be following my blog. I am NOT that type of person! I am just not the kind of person who brags to others...just maybe about how much prettier my kiah is then their baby lol (thats just a new mommy for you!). It's not my fault that I am so blessed to have a husband who makes well over 100,000 a year, guess you should have found you a better one if your so worried about my life and how much money that I have. If someone came up to me or my husband needing some money well...we would definately loan it to them. They would have to sign a loan agreement though. We have had too many people in our past who have borrowed money and still owe us to this day, so we don't like being used by people, but if someone has more than us then we will surely hand it right over to them! WE are very giving people and wouldn't let anyone we love go without.

So the hubby said that i can spend at least 1,000, and I am pretty freaking sure that I deserve every single penny! I am going to buy me lots of new clothes cause the ones I have right now are too big since I seem to be losing weight at a steady pace. Also Ima buy me some new purses, some boots, makeup of course, maybe a chi hair straightener, I am getting a whole new hairstyle and color, and many more! Also I have a list of about 100 things that Kiah will be getting lol, she deserves it the most for being so freaking adorable and sweet! I will be posting more soon so dont forget to come back and check for updates!

Things mine and Kiah's heart desires...................

So I got this idea off another friends blog spot. She posts pictures of things that she has been wanting or wants. I will also be posting pictures of my latest scrapbooking projects. I absolutely love to scrapbook!! especially now that I have a baby I like to make things and come of with projects dedicated to her, that will last her a lifetime.